i feel so lost and alone.
can't connect with the people i used to rely on.
desperate for their support
but theyre gone.
still can't tell if its cuz they're busy...
or they just can't deal with me anymore.
you've given up on me.
fuck you for yr hypocrisy.
you go to such great lengths for everyone but me.
you say i'm yr best best.
but i'm always last on yr list.
quit lying.
yr such a fake.
i don't know if i can handle this cave i'm in much longer.
every time i go out i feel like i have to learn how to be around people
my friends
all over again.
i'm such a failure at living
at being
just being.
why is it so hard for me?
shut the fuck up and relax already!
